Why do I feel like my friends draw away from me more than they are ever really near me? Is it just my imagination or am I just not that great to be around? I really don't know. Most times I feel like my group of friends likes to talk within them selves and leave me out of everything unless I ask or it is important for me to know.They are always texting each other but I am never in those conversations and just feel like nobody ever wants to talk to me. Most of the time I feel like a bumbling idiot and never say anything right and that all I am doing is putting my foot in my mouth. Sometimes I feel like I'm just there because they take pity on me. I can't tell you why I feel this I can't even really tell myself. All I know is that sometimes I feel like I have friends. The ones where I can tell everything to and not feel like they are judging by the way I feel or by the way I may react to a situation.
I just really don't know, maybe it is just the stress and this Thanksgiving break will just make all these doubts go away. Well venting felt very nice and who ever reads this thanks for listening(or reading...whatever). Have Happy Thanksgiving y'all.
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